OZ GOLD

AUTHUR | CREATOR | DARK SOAL

You didn't find this site.
You followed something. A scent.
A sentence. A trace of someone who isn’t real, and yet more honest than anyone you've ever met.
This space isn’t for knowing. It’s for watching.
If you're here, you’re already inside.

“I want him to cry blood and smear it on my skin.”

CHAPTER B PROLOG
״The sex was insane. This slightly deranged, tattoo-covered man — mid-shag — told me I was kinkier than he was. Fair enough. Then, as the tip of his cock brushed my Adam’s apple, he blurted: "I love you." I knew it was the G — the gay party drug — talking. But the chemistry between us was undeniable.״
CHAPTER B PROLOG
It was Thursday — the busiest day of the week. I arrived early in the morning to prepare for the shift. I started by portioning and bagging all the bulk products into one-gram packets: MD “Champagne,” MD “Cocaine,” MMZ3, German-cooked K, Dutch-cooked K — and the mini ecstasies: Porsche in two colors, Pagani in two colors, Tesla, and Buddha — all packed into fives (there were well over a hundred of each type). Then I divided the four strains of weed — Mango, Cali, Banana, and Greenhouse — into five-gram bags. Next came the different kinds of pre-rolled hash: Campuzias, Mexican, Panim Avni, Colorado, and Golden — packed in five- and ten-gram portions. Everything else I weighed, sorted, counted, and arranged. Including the money.
CHAPTER B PROLOG
A thirty-five-year-old gay man visiting Israel for a few weeks, living happily in Amsterdam, sitting in his therapist’s office — being told that his father now knows he’s an escort. (Which, in straight-speak, translates to: a prostitute.) And now, apparently, someone from his inner circle, one of the seven people he trusted most in the world, had betrayed him — had sold him out to the one man who would take that knowledge harder than anyone else alive. His father. And now, in twenty-nine minutes, that man — me — was heading off to meet him.

about oz

LIFE IS A BITCH

ABOUT OZ

Gold doesn’t write stories. He writes consequences. A voice forged in survival, obsession, and queer longing — translated into the shape of a book. Behind the pages lives a builder, a speaker, a shadow who dared to name what others keep buried. 

 
 
ABOUT THE BOOKS
LIFE IS A GLITCH
THE BOOKS

Written in first person, soaked in blood, silence, and sex, Through Flesh is a literary monologue that bleeds

through the line between fiction and confession.

A man survives abuse. Lives through male prostitution.

Walks into psychiatric hospitals.

But that’s not the plot.

The plot is language. The plot is skin.

Every sentence a breath. Every page, an unflinching look into the hunger to feel something — anything — again.

reviews

You didn't find this site.
You followed something. A scent.
A sentence. A trace of someone who isn’t real, and yet more honest than anyone you've ever met.
This space isn’t for knowing. It’s for watching.You didn't find this site.

You followed something. A scent.
A sentence. A trace of someone who isn’t real, and yet more honest than anyone you've ever met.
This space isn’t for knowing. It’s for watching.

hagay

Reality Check

Once again I collided with reality like a deer on a dark road facing a speeding car. For two months now, the book has been

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WTF

I’ve no idea how long I’ve been floating in the air like this, but the needle still hasn’t moved , still just two copies sold

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Dear Diary

I’ll keep calling you “my dear diary” until I get any indication that I’m writing to an audience – likes, comments, anything. At least the

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hello

I don’t even know who I’m writing to anymore.To those still hesitating?To those who’ve already read it?To myself? Either way , once again (for the

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Buddhist challenge

What a Buddhist challenge I’m going through. Publishing a book is truly like giving birth. I don’t know what I’d do if it weren’t for

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